Some poems...

I just came last week from my 6 months DTS,( discipleship training school (later I can tell more about that) and very last week of my school I felt I want to write something...

I was praying at mornings outside, seeing beautiful russian winter and rising of the sun... It just made me feel many things. I felt so thankful to God for my life.
How he has been there always, and how his presence has healed me, and make me see
the world around me much more beautiful and made me appreciate all that in new way.

Here Is couple things what I wrote during last two weeks. in Russia and in Finland, first week back home.

Russia, you stole my heart
(24.2.2011)
Finally back home
at least it feels like it
Who cares if Im not from here?

Set me free (28.02.2011)

Watering my soul, collecting pieces from yesterday
putting things right again

Touching my face, giving tender love for tomorrow
revealing treasures from far away

--Set me free
--Never let me fly back to the gadge
--Cut my chains
--Cover me from enemies, from memories

Opening the eyes, hoping for the future times
walking under the moonlight

Smiling to me, showing that I'm not alone
encouriging me to live again

--Set me free
--Never let me fly back to the gadge
--Cut my chains
--Cover me from enemies, from memories

Set me free

Sound of strawberries
(7.3.2011)
Familiar sound, reminds me something.
Day, when Strawberries still were white.

It was June, first weekend.
Green grass, blue sky.
We were swimming with my friend
water was still cold.

Over the waters I could hear sound,
electric guitar and beat of base.
Song about mercy. last hour of life
I knew that song, from childhood.

I could feel all the feelings at same time.
all feelings what I remember
when I was kid.
It wasn't always so easy, but we survived.

sound of violin, deep, strong and touching.
I was swimming on clouds. flowing.
Sound has so many memories,
feelings and picture of your past.

Now, same song is playing,
but Im not sad anymore.
I understand, that past has place in our thoughts,
but its gone allready.

Before past, memories, feelings and pictures
controlled my life. too much.
I was never really living in the moment.
I wanted to go back, or just go away.

Not anymore.

What next day brings, I dont know
I can look back, and see, what can I learn,
but Life is now, not yesterday or tomorrow. now.
I make decision to live my life, today.

Today strawberries are still waiting for sowing,
but I know, one day, I can have my own, red one.>

There is few more, but I can share those later. Im not sure where they are.