Paintings....

Two paintings i made this evening. ..
Tomorrow will start one exhibition where these goes. :)

Broken Girl by Matthew West

Broken girl- Matthew West

Look what he's done to you
It isn't fair
Your light was bright and new
But he didn't care
He took the heart of a little girl
And made it grow up too fast

Now words like "innocence"
Don't mean a thing
You hear the music play
But you can't sing
Those pictures in your mind
Keep you locked up inside your past

This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You are
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl

Those damaged goods you see
In your reflection
Love sees them differently
Love sees perfection
A beautiful display
Of healing on the way tonight
Tonight

This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You are
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl

Let your tears touch to the ground
Lay your shattered pieces down
And be amazed by how Grace can take a broken girl
And put her back together again

This is a song for the broken girl
The one pushed aside by the cold, cold world
You are
Hear me when I say
You're not the worthless they made you feel
There is a Love they can never steal away
And you don't have to stay the broken girl
You don't have to stay the broken girl

We are beautiful!

I know I am beautiful.
I know I am a woman, and I am attractive in many ways.
I know not all will find me beautiful, but I am still that.

I know that what is inside me is more important than what is outside,

but I also like how I look outside , and I can truly say I love myself.

I know Im not perfect , like no one is, but I have learn to like myself.

And I know because I am able to love myself,

I am able to truly love others as they are.

I can honestly say, that how I am, it is enough. and I am enough woman.

I don’t have to be different, even sometimes I doubt, and I have those

Days when I’m depressed.

Still inside, I know I’m God creation, and it’s enough.

WE ARE BEAUTIFUL <3

Past few months

I have got friends

-with whom I can pray, talk, be more myself

As more Im with God, as more Im able to myself

and trust on people.

Able to cry, and show true feelings

able to be weak and helpless….

Easier to truly enjoy life

Im SO thankful that God is growing me, and giving people in my life

Still sometimes is hard to trust that people wouldn’t hurt me…

But I know the answer is in God, and as often I pray and shout to God

I need his love to heal me….

It becames easier !

No person can fill the deepest need to be loved.

First God can give us the perfect love, and reason for my life…

And after that I can build relationships.

No  relationships is perfect, You and me, we are not perfect

But God is!

Girlsnight

Ohhh im so happy that i have so Great friends in my life... ♥

Today we were Swimming and then just taaaaaalk whole evening. Prayed and had fun.

Im enjoying this facebook break cause i spend more time with pwople in real life... :)))

Granpa is now in home

Granpa left to his final journey

I praise you in the storm - Casting Crowns

When impossible is possible (?)

What if...

you could catch a star from the sky?

you could find the end of the rainbow?

you could hear your friends thoughts?

you could see the future?

you could understand all the languages in the world?

you could change the weather?

you could be invisible?

what if ...

you could find a perfect love?

oh its May !

Now I have flight ticket to Zurich...
So in September I can go and see my dts leader...
And celebrate her weddings <3
. I saw her soooo long time ago... wow...
Im so glad for this opportunity :)

Yesterday we had Vappu - gathering.
Some of us made different kinda food/desserts ...
And we had something like 11 people to celebrate the day together.

I enjoy a lot when there is people around and we can have time together,
play games, and eat, and just have fun, and talk to each others.
I also like to invite people who dont know each others, and introduce them..
and then they have more friends ! yay!

after that party i came home and during the night i felt sick , and i think i had fever, cause i was so cold...
Morning i wasnt feeling so well so i skipped my work from today and stayed home and just slept...
I hope tomorrow i will be better cause we have international evening in church and im singing and charing testimony there, and saturday is my granpas funerals.

Today i was feeling blue...
just thought sad things and something that... im afraid of...
Im afraid of losing people around me :(
I hope I wont get disappointed...
it is just hard, cause if you want to trust, and get known people closer,
there is always risk, that those are not staying in your life :p

But Im glad I can always trust on God...
thats the only hope i have, when im having this fear, that i cannot trust on people. . .

I just dont wanna get hurt.

God, be with me ,and help me to get rid of this fear <3
I trust on you, and i put my heart in to your hands, take good care of it <3 thanks ))